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This is the Real Me (ft. ZeroAtBest)

from LET ME GO by Brian Huntress

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This is the real me. I was drowning and dying but now i see.

I’ve got a problem with my mind according to everyone else.

They tell me to just take my pills and make sure I don’t get weird.

but i haven’t taken them in two weeks. Thats why i feel this energy.

They tell me its to make me right but i feel it puts out my light.

This is the real me. I was drowning and dying but now i see.

Alright, sorry if its a cheap excuse but i’m keeping this a buck,

No one wants you to get better they just want you to shut the fuck up.

500 milli stabilizers just to bite my tongue.

Pressed that without a daily fist of pills i’ll never be enough.

I don’t know why I even try but no one wants to see whats inside.

Got me some bens and changed my genre posted all my cringe online

“Trev, it ain’t that deep. You just gotta pick yourself back up.”

The waters rushing in and I could barely give a fuck.

Uno, dose, trace, blegh. fuckin all blegh.

I’m a fucking fucked up fuck. I got weird problems. So what?

I’m a demon in the night. I’ll rock your shit.

Suck a fucking dick you fucking ableist bitch.

Wait, wasn’t i just in the middle of saying something? Oh yeah!

This is the real me. I was drowning and dying but now i see.

Wait, stop. I know that its sad. I’m just scared of losing the life that I once had.

Its laughable I see to consider myself free.

I’m just terriffied of losing the parts that i still consider me.

This is the real me. I was drowning and dying but now i see.

This is the real me. I was drowning and dying but now i see.

This is the real me. I was drowning and dying but now i see.

This is the real me. I was drowning and dying but now i see.

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from LET ME GO, released March 22, 2024

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Brian Huntress Rockland, Massachusetts

I am a painter, a writer, and a touring musician. Follow me on instagram to keep up with all of the debauchery.

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